To draw closer.
I haven’t made one of my long, rambling late night posts in awhile. Maybe it’s that I have less to say to a screen and more to say in person. Maybe it’s that I’m maturing (disregarding this long rambling post aha)? I’m not really sure exactly. I do know that my self confidence has strengthened. I’m still the nervous, and slightly anxiety ridden person I’ll always be, but I’m at least better at controlling it. I drive to school downtown in the mornings in peace instead of with stomach aches of worry. I’m balancing school and work relatively well. I’ve taken the initiative of organizing and handling adult life things even though my parents haven’t pushed any of it on me. I actually have my photography name registered, so I’m kind of my own lil business now. I’ve become close with extended family recently, and it’s nice because it makes me feel warm and happier like those sweet days. The only thing I’m not happy about is I’ve drifted away from my faith, and I’m disappointed in myself for that. But I’ve realized it, and I’m turning it around. It’s important to draw closer.
To draw closer. To draw closer. To draw closer.